A few pounds later

So i am now 106.8 LBS
I am so happy that I am losing weight so drastially. I am starting to think possibly my scale is broken because I dont know how i lost two lbs in three days. But it feels really good knowing i did.
It is getting easier turning down food now. My Hubby has realized that I am shrinking and that I am no longer interested in eating 'normal foods' so he doesnt pressure me.
I think he really likes what I am starting to become. He tells me I am too obsessive and he acts mad that after I eat my small meals (always perfectly measured to be no more than 100 cals) once a day i have to work out. He keeps telling me to calm down and that I am beautiful but now when we lay in bed he holds me tight and he runs his fingers across my hip bones and down my spine and last night while he had sex he kissed my ribs.
This is motivating me even more to stay on track.
Up until last week we had sex maybe once a week and i would have to beg him for attention.
Now he is constanlty holding me,kissing me and wanting to be with me.
I know he loves the way i look, and that he would love me even more if i was even smaller so i just keep that thought in my head when i see food.
It is even getting easier cooking. I am a housewife now so I cook him lunch and dinner and its not hard to keep myself from tasting it anymore.
Last night i made him pasta and while he ate i cleaned the fridge out.
Its good to keep occupied while food is around.
On friday I didnt eat because I really wanted to have a slice of pizza from chuck e cheese. we took our son there with some family and friends.
Even though I hadnt eaten in almost two whole days I wasnt even tempted to touch the pizza.
Instead i ate some carrots and cottage cheese when i got home.
I was so proud of myself.
I found a new and easy way to supress my headachs and hunger which is coffee.
I have always hated it but now its like the gas in my fuel tank.
I bought
****sugar free vanilla flavoring (0 cals)
**** maxwell house coffee (0 cals)
**** 0 cal sweetner
and i have to use non fat milk cus the coffee taste still makes me sick.
But i only 1/8 cup so it 20 cals per glass.
I am hoping to slowly start to like the taste of coffee so i can get off the milk.


I have cut down on my running but i feel so sick and disgusting. I like the burn in my legs and the sweat. I like knowing that i am working off calories my body doesnt even have.
I have not stopped working out copmletely but i have switched it up.
I alternate days of running and days of aerobics.
I do yoga, crunches and my buns and thighs everyday still.
I am doing a striptease aerobics workout that burns 300 cals per work out and its sooo much fun!
I feel sexy and pretty when i see the other girls with fat hanging over their spandex and i look down and see none on me!

Last night my hubby took me shopping because he noticed all of my clothes are getting to big.
I am now have to buy 23 inch jeans at forever 21 and i am sooo happy!!! last time i bought some i was a 25 and i skipped over 24 completely!
He got me a few new shirts and some work out pants too!! then we went to the grocery store and i bought his pasta and some food for me. (i didnt eat yesterday though)

Well my goal weight is closer everyday and i am happier everyday.