Right now

I am feeling really good.
I just got back from a run with Bella my beautiful German Sheppard that my Husband bought me so he wont worry when i run alone.
Yesterday she did 3 miles with me and wanted to do more I love it!
i feel like she will help push me and keep me on track with everything.
Today we only did 2 miles though because I am on a fast.
I dont know what the fuck happened but I jumped back to 108 lbs.
Maybe my scale is on crack or maybe its from allowing myself to eat and purge and i wasnt getting enough back out.
Well i am on a three day fast.. or maybe 5 depends on how long it takes to get down to 106 again.. when i am there I will go back to my regular schedule of eating 300 cals a day.
I dont know if i updated and told you all that i had to go from 100 cals to 300 because i was getting really sick and my headaches wouldnt stop..
so if my math is right i will still be at 100 lbs on jan 1st.
Today i did Yoga and i love it.. i started the 21 day bikini revolution from elle a few weeks ago and i really see the changes.
Everyone seems too except.. Wes (that is my husband)
IDk why he doesnt see them.. maybe they are not really there.
I guess his ignorance helps me want to keep pushing and becoming perfect.
Well I have to go cook him dinner now..